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Sunday, June 10, 2007

hmmm.

june 10. damn.

well lets see... what is there to say?!?!
well this lastt month has been kinda bumpy =[ between school money problems and the boy... but its all worth every second.. cuz a day and a half more of school pour moi =] and im putting my car on the road next week ... and i love my baby. so hmph. guess its alright. even tho i get myself worked wayyyy up. and then just end up crashing XD gah. idk.

but i am SOOOOO freakin happy summer is finally here...
although im not gonna lie.. im gonna miss this year..
not this pointless classes... or shit from teachers... or the friends i lost.....
but for everyone i have gained in my life... t hey mean the world to me, and i am going to miss them so incredibly much. XD *tear*
damn.
i love my girls. next year def wont compare. but in 12 days ill technically be a senior
i really wish i were graduating this year. omg things would be sooooooo easy. like everything is already set up good.. and then graduating would be the push off and fly of it all.

crap.

idk.

i really dont have anythig to say
and i say this every time...

i cant belileve i have had this xanga for oveer like 3 years. ahaha>
kinda pointlesss... like i seem to find many things in life lately.
kinda depressed...
i feel so un-spirited.. when it comes to anything anymore...
ive fallen so far down/apart idk anymore...

ah.

whatever.

this isnt bitch fest. lol.

 

<3
have a good summer.


Monday, April 16, 2007

wow.

im horrible at updating this thing..
not that theres really a point anymore.
myspace has taken over....basically the internet in whole.
and gahhh do i hate that
i hate myspace... it ruins everything
AND IT NEVER WORKS XD lol
but yea i got hacked and basically  i lost everything but comments
i was pretty fricken pissed
but it made me think: what do i need myspace for?
i have everyone i ever need/want in my life
i keep in touch with everyone basically via phone or aim..
so all myspace really does is keep you up on gossip
some music... and recent photos of ppl
idk im getting >< this close to deleting it
too much drama and bullshit but hell, thats life

idk

but life is pretty good
i love my baby so much :)
hes my world...
sure we fight about stupid stuff
and dont get to see eachother as much as we'd like
but he completes me
gahhhhh i love him so  much
words seriously could never describe enough

and ive schedueld my road test :D yeeeee
and im buying a 94 mitisi eclipse with drift kit...
whole buncha new parts...
standard. 80k miles.
all primered. mmmmm i cannot wait to paint it..
i want something flashy.... a bright color
[but it cant be hot pink, lime green, or red... i dont steal ppls color codes n shit] ha
but yea. suggestions? i think im leaning towards yellow :D!!! hahahah idk

but other than that...
i have nothing really to talk aobut
my days consist of spacing out at school, going to work, not haveing any hw really, and seeing my loves.
thats about it
so other than saying ilove my boyyyy and i ahve the best friends ever, theres not much to update...

hmmmm this might be it for me xanga, im not sure
but im positive myspace isnt but close behind!!! XD

i think ill keep both,
perhaps to just recap all the wonderful/learning times of these past years

ha wow idk.

im getting really deeply into this !!! jeeeez


Tuesday, February 27, 2007

wow
so talk about it being ages
I feel like i just updated this..
but turns out that was last in november XD
so much has happened since then

hmmm lets see.. in like one sentence to  each event.. heres a recap or the past 4 months of my life :]

november
month of amazing shows
ddg/chiodos and norma jean = best 2 ive been to in my life
jesse punched a raunchy man in the  head

omg the icon is shutting down *heart break*

ok so i already failed at the one sentence thing

continuing...

november...
tony and i kind of reuniting.. minimal fling
ends with me not seeing him since...
and talking to him rarely... took 2 months after that for him to call. at all
closure enough for me. never.

december
semiformal with amazing kids :] what a night

christmas sucked

the year came to a horrible end

january
drank my misery away
best and worst feelings in quite sometime
but oh the randomness of new years
<3

february
ive been seeing this wonderful boy for a few months
started talking right in november
love at first sight
basically hes the male version of me
and now... 2 months later
i couldnt be happier

i have an amazing boyfriend
the best friends ever
minimal if any drama in my life
school isnt too bad
and i might be buying a car :D [93 honda del sol. tricked to shit]
and i dont know

for once in my life everything i have done feels right
and im proud of the things i have done
im happy with myself

so much has changed its hard to describe

the past 4 months have been sucha  rollercoaster..but then again i find myself stating that a lot
i just feel like i belong for once in my life
in my own skin

:]

the inspiration
the beauty

i love this feeling

 

update again.. eventually
i used to use this as a therapy for myself
now.. i dont know if i need it anymore
who knows

pce


Thursday, November 09, 2006

wow.
so it def seems like i JUST updated this.. which i swear i did.
but turns out its been a month! which is redic. cuz its all so fresh in mind. lol.

but yea... things have been  quite a rollercoaster.. for lack of a better word.

idk where to start.. i left off with the homecoming dance.
so  lets see.t hat went great.
zach had a blast and everyone loved him and such.
everyone looked so cute and happy.
it reminded me of a movie scene.. and yea.
it was bliss. ^_^
it just sucked that he couldnt stay out late.
but he made it up to me the next day with lunch!!!

and then lets see... the next sweet occurrance was uhm.
the it dies today show!!! om an!
minus chad being and HOUR late! it was great...
me chad katie zach adam jesse ty mom  all squished in this lil jeep thing.. with NO room.
hahah it was a sweet adventure..
then getting downtown and just hauling ass to the ball room. hahah.
then we saw like everyone..
this kid ryan from amherst i know..
Jeff keller... brandon...tedra<33 brianna<33 and a bunch of other sweet kids.
it was great. we missed the first set...
but got there in time for the end of kill hannah.. then it dies today was AMAZINGGGG then aiden was meh.. then silverstein played =]]]]]
too bad the second song of it dies today, zach did some redic spin kick and as he said it "tripped 4 ft in the air over some kids head" haha
but he felt like crap the rest of the night cuz of the way he fell. so i felt bad... b ut i made up for it.
me n katie danced like no tomorrow in the pits and i threw down.. and it was just a blast...
i had sooooo many bruises.. especially from when i fell back in to adam and nailed my elbow on his big nig belt buckle. lol.
good tiems.. it was def great.
and i looooove kaite now!!!! =]] well.. more so than before.

and then.. hmmm. tiff had a halloween party this year. instead of me.
i didnt really talk to many ppl.. cuz they werent like "my" ppl. idk.
but andy g was there. and i was thrilled to meet him!!! hes sucha cutie haha.
glad i acutlly knew him! =] and yea. idk. i was jus tlike as;dlfajs;d that night... like usuall w/ them

and then. hmmmm.... idk. me n brandon had a thing.
but that came n went rather fast.. but it was really nice while it laslted.. and he still means a lot to me. so yea
its all good...

and then.... we had another dance ?! which no one went to.. like moi.
so zach was like well lets chill.. so we did. and then hes like you wouldnt be doing anything else?!
and im lik well there was a dancee.... and hes liek EWHAT?@?@ hahah so we had our own lil dance thing hehehe
and yea... idk. things w/ me n him are finaly moving along..
but plz dont look too far into that.. cuz idk. i mjust happy the way it is rightnow...
and idk. i love that boy to pieces.
and last week i dint work sunday for the first time EVER hahah..
so we went to the mall.. and we drifted in the parking lot!!! omg it was the greatest thing everrrrr. haha.
but yea.

things are kinda real good right now..
even tho theres a lot that could get me down...
im not worried about it right now..

so yea..

until the next mile long update<333


Saturday, October 07, 2006

woah. okie.
its occtober7. lol. its been quite some time.
idk why.. cuz i seem to be on this damn computer EVERY day. multiple times. lol.
dunno what i do with myself. lol.

so yea. things are amazing.
the past month has been like THE BEST!!! < which its about time. lol.

summer rounded off nicely.
i didnt get to do all that i wanted to cuz ppl like fell off the planet.
but i deal. its k.
it was still like incredible.
each summer seems to get better and bettter...
so the futures looking pretty good. lol.

and school has started.. its alright i suppose.
its just unfortunate that this is the year that counts the m ost...
cuz im like mad busy and things arent that easy anymore.
and likei only have 3 classes.. ap bio honors english and us history...
and band and gym but whatev...
and like if i do poorly in those... my grades are gonna suckk..
i dont have like 5 other classes to even it out.
but idk... harkness is pretty sweet i guess.
its not what ppl told me it would be like..
but i gguess we're stilll like "starting" so i cant judge just yet.

ummm. but yea. this past month has been great!!!!

like friends and such have been like super sweet.
and starting with when i saw zach for the first time in like 3 weeks
after he came back from colorado.. at his show.
and he asked me to the homecoming dance...
and he played great...
and missy go to meet him! o man!
it was superb!
and idk i just love that kid likle no other.
hes def my best friend.. hands down. lol.

and then like idk. things were just good.
me n missy like did something everyday and ily her to pieces. lol.
it was just great. like woah. lol.
and i went back to school shopping with her..
and then another trip with zach and nick. lol.
what and experiecne. lol.
they like piled clothes on me and said try it on. lol.
needless to say i did. and they thought everything looked amazing. psh.
they roped me into buying a dress.
and  my chest is too big for it. hehehe so its a lil exposing. eep!

and then like a lotta parties..

and schools pretty chill...

and i love autumn for being my hair stylist. just cuz shess amazing like that...

and maris party was da bomb. lol.
cotton candy machine..
bounce house...
sweet friends...
good music...
i had a BLAST!

and spirit week was great too.
I need a bigger vocab. lol.
and i need to stop putting lol at the end of everything!

the dress up days kinda sucked... but we made the best of them...
opposite gender day : shoulda seen the guys i wish i had my camera. saldjfa;sd
pj day i was at UB allllll dlay with lovley jenny n casey. that was fun.
and then gangstER day was sok. not gangstA cuz idk theyre ghey.
but everlyone looked supah sweet. lol.
and FLASH BACK DAY was the best.
cuz me n the bestest dressed as 60s mod...
and we had the coolest dresses everrrr.
and we got married at amvets i n the wedding dresses in the dressig rooms! EEP!
and there were cute boys. lol. of course!
But it was just phenominal. hehe.
<333
and then spirit day was just werdddddd. lol.
our tequila song as perc. section suckked a lotta butt.
But we ha d fun. so its k.
and idk the pep assmelbey was just fun.
and thenn...

i got to spend the day with donald and dustin. it was great.
cuz i didnt go to harkness...
and i totlaly missed dustin like a LOTTTT!
and idk. it was like good old times. lol.

and....

WE WON HOMECOMING!!!

like woah. the first time ni lasdjalsd;asdf lol. forever.
and we even moved UP a class. werd.
so it was exciting.
an di was madddd hyper... lol.
and we saw EVERYONE there.
and i took lotsa pics.
cuz that show i do. lol.

and then after me n the be stest went to visit keith adam and dustin at teh haunted house.
and we stuck with another couple..
and tif screamed in teh mans ear as she was attatched to his back. lmao.
it was just a lotta fun!!!
<333

and tonight is the homecoming dance..
with zachary..
and midnight bowling afterwards.
and im gonna be sooo fried. but o well.
<3myfavorite kids.
im gonna doll up jozzy. =]]
o man. im def excited. lol.

kk. off to work.
theres a hell of an update for ya all!. lol.

<3



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